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I love breaks, especially winter break, but I can't wait to go back to school. There's swim team to start and I'll be up before noon every day and I'll feel productive. I didn't really do anything all that big this break, but I'm living with someone now and it feels good. Lindsay's birthday was nice, I cooked her and Scott and myself dinner, and shopping with Scott for Christmas gifts wasn't half bad. I didn't go home to New York for Christmas because a) I'm still not convinced it's safe for me just yet and b) I have the new darling here and it's really no fun to run out of state and be alone when I could be here lounging around with a warm body. Mom and everyone are still probably pissed, but I can't come up before I'm ready. Carter and Elise just had their first baby and the girls, Katie, Roma and Jessica, are all doing really well. But I'm happy here, I'm content with the person sleeping next to me in bed, and that's a huge accomplishment for me. Christmas gifts weren’t big. I gave a key and a dresser for clothes. And I got a really, really nice dinner and some clothes. It was small, but it had to do more with the person sitting next to me than anything else. I’ve always thought it was stupid to only want someone else for Christmas, but I know what that’s like now and it’s a good thing. Soon, I think, an old friend from High School will be coming to visit. I'm really excited about seeing him again because it's been so fucking long, and he's such a good guy. The next month will definitely be an interesting one, I just have to keep going like I'm going and all will be well. And even that, I don’t think it’s going to be hard at all because I’m just so calm these days. Seriously, I’m not usually angry or drunk or stoned, and it’s all because of love. And, ok, a lot of constant, really, really good sex.
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[30 Dec 2007|12:32am] |
Attention, swimmers/divers.
Practice will begin along with the new semester, daily from 330-500. If you don't have a team suit, they're $18 and you can pick one up at lunch in my office. T-shirts are $8, duffle bags are $10 and warm-ups are $20. If you buy a team package it includes everything and it's only $50. Also, I need permission slips for swimming by the end of the week.
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[29 Dec 2007|08:24pm] |
Christmas is definitely best when spent with people you love.
Yes, I love you, Scout. Merry Christmas, baby.
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[17 Dec 2007|07:15am] |
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For once in my life, I'm happy. Content, even.
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[04 Dec 2007|02:31am] |
{Private}
Well.. I blew it. It had to happen eventually because I'm just that much of an asshole. I still can't believe I did it. He'll hate me. He'll hate me and he told me he loves me. What's more is that I liked it. I genuinely did enjoy the experience.. which leads me to wonder if I don't prefer men to women now. ..I should find someone and figure it out.
I have no idea how I'm going to make it up to him. I don't even know if I can. I'm a complete and utter asshole.
{/Private}
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[14 Jan 2007|11:44am] |
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